The Maze Runner
After the wreck, I experienced so many mental health side effects that I could not even begin to list them. … Continue reading The Maze Runner
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The Pyrrhic Victory
After getting my Amtrak-based ads out in front of over 36K people with high engagement but little to no response … Continue reading The Pyrrhic Victory
Fractures Lenses
When I was a teen, I strongly believed in sex before marriage. There was never a more passionate topic I … Continue reading Fractures Lenses
I retired my representative
There’s been many times I’ve said the first time you meet a love interest, you do not meet who they … Continue reading I retired my representative
What Am I Afraid Of?
Had you asked me that question a few years ago, I would’ve said nothing. I lived without fear on almost … Continue reading What Am I Afraid Of?
Accepting Reality
Shortly after the wreck, the doctors told me it would be at least a year to recover. I laughed and … Continue reading Accepting Reality
Thoughts From The Barrel
I lost interest in the holidays practically a lifetime ago. I was either alone, in some unstable relationship, or with … Continue reading Thoughts From The Barrel
Chocolate Nuts
By my mid-twenties, I had been in a relationship for six years and was six months into a new marriage … Continue reading Chocolate Nuts
What If?
The false hope we are told as kids – We can be whatever we want if we work hard and … Continue reading What If?
Ambivalent in Purgatory
Living to have a family. Dying to be alone.Heart desires a partner. Mind requires isolation.Starving for affection. Resistant to physical … Continue reading Ambivalent in Purgatory
You’re Enough
Not everyone will find you attractive. Not everyone will find your personality agreeable, but here’s the most important thing to … Continue reading You’re Enough
We Need McCall
A few weeks ago, I finally watched Equalizer 3 on my streaming service. At only $5.99, it was hard to … Continue reading We Need McCall
Reborn Audiophile
As a child it wasn’t uncommon to find me asleep on the floor in front of my parent’s stereo happily … Continue reading Reborn Audiophile
TBI or ADHD?
(Written months ago) Mondays rarely disappoint. How’s your day going? I woke up lethargic and disoriented. Kind of like a … Continue reading TBI or ADHD?
Time Moves On
Mother’s body, dark and coldTime continues on Trees shed tearsThrough time and yearsRebirth springs at dawn Countless corpses, blanket skinTime … Continue reading Time Moves On
Off The Rails 