I Don’t Understand
I hurt. I’m tired… of everything. Happiness… unreasonable. Contentment… unavailable. Only pain. Uncertainty. Standing in the dark with my eyes … Continue reading I Don’t Understand
Tag: anxiety
Broken Compass
I try my best not to believe in placing too much stock in people -real or fictional. Almost every “hero” … Continue reading Broken Compass
New Anxiety Unlocked
My entries have been sparse for 2025. At the beginning of the year, I felt inspired and encouraged to begin … Continue reading New Anxiety Unlocked
You Have to Let Them Burn
We have all held the burning branch. We watched as the flame performed its hypnotic dance along the wooden grain … Continue reading You Have to Let Them Burn
Not So Much A Lesson
It’s not so much a lesson, but a desire to have learned more about myself and my mental health at … Continue reading Not So Much A Lesson
Two Percent – Part 2
This situation triggered me more than I care to admit. This will be my last mention of it, otherwise, I’ll … Continue reading Two Percent – Part 2
The Two Percent
We’ve all met at least one. Sadly, some of us have endured many. The official number says only about 2% … Continue reading The Two Percent
Isolation comes in many forms
Being disabled and a stay-at-home “house manager” for the past 4 years has generated quite a psychological maze for me … Continue reading Isolation comes in many forms
Living Vicariously
Young people who pursue their dreams no matter what everyone around them says, what they’ve been through, or what they’ve … Continue reading Living Vicariously
Mothers & Monsters
I’ve started this post countless times and a dozen different ways -attempting to properly frame what I would share and … Continue reading Mothers & Monsters
Reluctantly Present
That I will be alive and in my current physical condition when the real life Hunger Games begin… Because that’s … Continue reading Reluctantly Present
No so much excited, but…
Curious if I will continue to find ways/distractions to keep me here long enough to experience any type of what … Continue reading No so much excited, but…
Sisyphus
Ironic. This has been on my mind the past few days. Sisyphus was condemned to push a boulder up a … Continue reading Sisyphus
Mud Huts and Mansions
The comparison I intend to share is not meant to denigrate the value of what will be labeled as a … Continue reading Mud Huts and Mansions
Never Break Kitty Cuddles
For the first time since I brought her home, Cleo fell asleep on my chest (like she was hugging me) … Continue reading Never Break Kitty Cuddles
Off The Rails 