Robbed By Ignorance
Growing up I had the impression that custard was some sort of egg-based dessert like eggnog. Don’t get me wrong. … Continue reading Robbed By Ignorance
Author: LeadConductor
Rather than continuing to pretend everything is ok and hiding the things I'm working through, I've decided to share the journey I am about to embark on -not for attention or sympathy, but for anyone out there who might be struggling with their own demons and hesitant to share them for fear of how they would be perceived.
Pied Piper
Those who seek power are often the ones who should not have it. When I was younger, all I wanted … Continue reading Pied Piper
Domestic Athleticism
I used to walk daily and run at least two to three times a week… When I gained 12 pounds … Continue reading Domestic Athleticism
So. Many. Lessons.
I have so many which could have made a huge impact on my life that I have trouble picking one … Continue reading So. Many. Lessons.
The Path To Hell…
…is paved with good intentions. As a youth, I wanted to break free from how I was raised -My lack … Continue reading The Path To Hell…
Years To Accept -Breaking The Habit
What I have to share is not rocket surgery or brain science, yet we continue to fail to accept the … Continue reading Years To Accept -Breaking The Habit
Bridging The Gap
Race, culture, religion, geographic location, upbringing, intelligence, physical appearance and anything else we could possibly see as reasons to be … Continue reading Bridging The Gap
What To Carry
Humanity. Compassion. Patience. Dignity. Compassion when you see that turtle trying to cross the road. Instead of hoping he makes … Continue reading What To Carry
Strategies?
What strategies do I use to maintain my health and well-being? Drugs, distractions, and denial until I can figure out … Continue reading Strategies?
The Escape From Perdition
I can’t figure out if what I’m about to write is because I cannot think of a single moment in … Continue reading The Escape From Perdition
Life Lessons – Not That Anyone Listens.
We all want to believe we’re special in some sort of way… And that’s our downfall. Lesson 1. You are … Continue reading Life Lessons – Not That Anyone Listens.
One Sentence
Broken, but doing my best. Continue reading One Sentence
My Mistress
Although I felt I had escaped her grasp and believed I was headed further into the light, in the back … Continue reading My Mistress
Lions and Lampreys
I’ll apologize in advance for this rant. My PTSD was triggered this past weekend when I had a very unexpected-yet-expected … Continue reading Lions and Lampreys
Reality Vs Conditioned Response
This will likely be a longer than usual post because it’s a very complicated maze of emotional trauma and underlying … Continue reading Reality Vs Conditioned Response
Off The Rails 